Sent: Monday, November 05, 2007 11:50 AM
Hi, Win:
Thank you for asking about me. It's very thoughtful of you.
Here goes, if you really want to know. :)
To tell you the truth, I am mentally exhausted from trying so hard to figure out what to do. I mistakenly latched on to Marketing Research and enrolled in a certificate course because I wanted so much to have a direction. I think I took off running in the wrong direction (which is what I often do), and I am tired and confused from that sprint.
I believe I would be happy in magazine editorial (but as an editor, not a copy editor). It will never give me decent money, but I would like to do it. My challenge is that I can not see another way of getting in beyond starting at the bottom as an assistant. I don't know if I could afford to live on that salary. Maybe I am caught in a web of negative thinking?
I sent an e-mail to my old boss who is now the deputy editor at PublA, and I have not heard back from her yet. I was her assistant when she was the Lifestyle Director at PublB ten years ago. I am a little embarrassed to talk to her because I feel like I am coming back to her ten years later and I have not moved ahead in my career since I worked as her assistant. I think I am ashamed in a lot of ways.
Some of my skills are: copyediting, organizational skills, able to teach one-on-one
Win, I think I don't know what to do still. So I am resting and hoping something will happen, and I will have an epiphany.
Many thanks for checking in on me.
:)
Ann
Win
Win Sheffield
www.WinSheffield.com